Monday, December 17, 2007


It was a weird dream, i mean a nightmare,
one of the most horribles.
A wild animal (a tiger i guess) bite my left hand,
I used the knife that i was given at that moment to
decapitate the animal and save my hand. Yes i did it.
It was horrible.
I decapitated it as easy as slicing a butter cube.
i don't know whats going on,
Maybe this dream was the imaginary reflection of my
inner world and troubles.
I shouldn't take that animal killing action so seriously,
I am a peaceful man at the end,
I think i need to find out whats lying
behind that vision.

Thursday, December 13, 2007


its been over 3 months since my last mp3 player died!
now i hate all of 'em. I'm using a sony "sports" discman in these days, and im so satisfied with it. I'm still buying cd's and it is great to listen after 5 minutes you buy one. a few days ago, i was on the way to school, i wanted to listen "tuluyhan ugurlu" , i changed my way to taksim ada muzik, bought "beyazit'ta zaman" a great start to an Istanbul day. I walked to school listening the album. You cant make this with mp3 players. Oh i want to talk about the other cd i bought yesterday, its called "anadolu ninnileri" (anatolian lullabys). The lullabys of anatolia, starts with a lullaby recorded in 1938, perfect archive for me. Thanks to kalan music..

Sunday, October 21, 2007

i dunno

no stories...
just another sketch!

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Medley :)

nothing but sketches

Monday, October 15, 2007

I'm learning

like it or not

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

kuru :)

blah blah blah
i don't know what to say so...

Sunday, October 7, 2007

a face

just a face, another rapid sketch

Thursday, October 4, 2007


blah blah blah
paint ball

Wednesday, October 3, 2007


i don't know what these things are

Monday, September 3, 2007


Nothing special. I'm so sleepy now

Friday, August 31, 2007

pirate sketch

I will go on painting this, actually i was painting it in black and white and planning to add color after its finished. But i painted it rapidly just for publishing here :)

Friday, August 24, 2007

fairy sisters

I've been visited by the fairy sisters. :)
had a good time
They didn't let me go home on foot,
and they dropped me to my home


Saturday, August 11, 2007

Sketches sketches sketches

strange huh?
or... weird?
is it?
i like it anyway

Monday, August 6, 2007


Friday, August 3, 2007


Well i tried a little photo manipulation .

Tuesday, July 24, 2007


I'm not satisfied again :)
i can smile for this situation.


a fast sketch,
Actually this blog was supposed to be a diary of a storyteller,
I mean it was meant to be something like a storytelling diary,
i was planning to make it like a window which opens to my fantasy world.
But somehow it went like a diary-journal of mine with illustrations.
I'm trying to make it as i said now and then (for nearly two weeks...)
That window must lead to my fantasy world,
not to my real world :)
anyway, we'll see...


Monday, July 23, 2007

warwar :)

What i did yesterday.
I don't have so much
to say about it..
just a sketch that's all


Sunday, July 22, 2007

Ne oliyi Ne bitiyi

Sorry this time "Turkish only" :)
kapi pencere normalde birbirine vurur bizim evde,
bugun en ufak bi esinti bile yok.
Oy neyse bunlarin konumuzla pek bi alakasi yok :)

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Somethings wrong

Hmm i think I'm losing this mood.
i should return to some cartoon-like things.
next one-best one

Saturday, July 14, 2007

without permission

I'm not satisfied so much with this one,
somethings missing or wrong i don't know
but I'm uploading anyway.

hydraulicsss :P

Phew! I'm tired, and this is the last one tonight
(i mean morning anyway)
i think it needs a little more contrast
but i don't want to touch it anymore
I'm tired and bored a little :)
hehe but i can still smile P


oh i think i just discovered a new
digital painting method in photoshop.
That's good :)
i will use it in future drawings.
OK this one doesn't look so special i know,
but the technique is in my mind now.
That's good


Well here's another one.
I think this one is better than the first

Wednesday, July 11, 2007


A sketch different than the ones you usually see here.
I Think i may go on drawing this style sometimes.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Heroes :P

he he he. just a few sketches :)

can u bring them together in one story? :))
oh yeah! i can make a competition like this in the future
and present little things to the winner(s) :D
good idea


Coffee Monster
has returned
once more...

Gimme all!

Friday, July 6, 2007

on the way to a friend, drunk & gonna drink. :))

Its been a long time ain't it? :)
this is a story i made for warming up again,
yea, as usual this is something recently happened :)
It's not so well drawn, as i said I'm trying to warm up.
Hope you like it

P.S.: sorry girls i know i could draw you better i know.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Just sketches

This one above is about nothing.
I mean it's not about any mood or something
I just wanted to draw a few characters and bring them together
like they were the characters of an existing cartoon.
As i said these are just normal sketches,
i mean they're not about my mood
(at least i think so)
I tried to stylize myself in the "chibi" style

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Who cares anyway :) phew...

I'm not drawing for a few days
cos I'm stuck in a position that i cant move a muscle.
I've been sitting on a chair all day long without doing anything.
I don't have my wacom with me here, so i am breaking the rule this time and
posting a sketch i draw with a real pencil. Not digital.
this one shows my mood at the moment :)
Of course something really really nice happened,
but they're some kinda personal that i may save to myself :)
besides I'm not well enough to draw them now

take care, i will post new sketches as soon as i feel better

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

this weekend (last part)

Hmm and that music instrument thing :)
now there's a "ney" in my hands.
It is really very hard for me to even make it whistle now.
But as i heard i was pretty god for a beginner : )
i know this trouble will lead me to peace at the end :)

In this sketch, i distorted the anatomy. so it looks twisted i know.
i just tried some new blah blah

Actually i had a lot of things to draw for the previous weekend,
but things went bad ( i don't wanna write-draw them here)
and i lost my energy a little bit. so i wasted some of the weekend stories.
anyway , I'm thinking out loud again :)
see ya

this weekend (part 2)

yes! as i said I've been presented two books.
They are:
"Amak-i Hayal" of Filibeli Ahmed Hilmi
"Le Petite Prince (the little prince)" of Antoine De Saint-Exupéry

I would like to illustrate something bout the books but
haven't read the books so it could be meaningless
(i read the little prince when i was a kid and i don't remember anything)
i just remember that it was not a book for children, at least not for me in that times

Monday, June 11, 2007

this weekend (part 1)

i didn't have time for drawing for this weekend.
i visited some friends again. First day we sat on the grass by the sea
and drank some beer.
i will go on telling what i did in the night and in the following day also.
but now i'm really very tired n sleepless.
i could make a small sketch only.
tomorrow i will tel you more details,
i'm given 2 books (as gifts)
and a musical instrument for a while :)
see ya. gonna tel bout them later

Cem again

(who else can be?)

Friday, June 8, 2007

Walking in the rain and listening to Tori Amos.
This is one
great thing that i haven't been doing for nearly two years.

i did it yesterday.

Daylight: under the rain,
Night time: visiting some friends.
So, nice day it was : )

Hmm i think think i can draw a few more things.
Hmm we'll see anyway : )

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Dun gece bir ruya gorduuum

Dun bi ruya gordum. Cizeym dedim ama bi tembellik mi desem rehavet mi desem oyle bi durum vardi uzerimde. Ben de anlatmaya karar verdim :) Cok ayip biliyorum, "yakismiyor ama olmadi boyle" dediginizi duyar gibiyim. Ama sadece duyar gibiyim; emin degilim o yuzden anlatiyorum. heheh.

Yunus gordum ruyamda. Yanimda bi arkadasimla deniz kenarindaydik. Arkadasim kim bilmiyorum ama ya Burcu ya Gözde, (ikisine de selam sabah burdan).Birden denizde bi Yunus baligi gorduk. Yunusun tepesindeki delikte strafor gibi bsy vardi, pis adamlar cop sıkıstırıp eziyet etmislerdi hayvana. ( evet yunuslarda da oyle bi delik vardir ) Yunus bize dogru yaklasinca hemen o copu cekip cikardim ordan, cok sevindigini anladik, iyice yaklasti bize. Sonra kucagima atladi :) ben de sevdim onu biraz, sonra derisi kurumasin diye tekrar denize biraktim. Yavasca uzaklasti. Birden az ilerde uc bes balikcinin ellerinde oltalariyla gicik gicik bana baktiklarini gordum. Sessiz, sinirli, sinsi, kiskanc bi ifade vardi yuzlerinde. Bana caktirmamaya calisarak oltalarini daha uzaga atmaya basladilar. Amaclari yunusu yakalamakti. Ben de cok sinirlendim ve tetikte beklemeye basladim. Son ana kadar yunusa yardim etmek icin tetikte bekledim oyle. Sonra ruya noldu bilmiom bu kadar bisey iste.

Bunu okuyanlar hicbisi kazanmadi. hatta "bu ne ya" filan dedi muhtemelen.
Ama bu benim blog'um di mi :)

bu seferlik boyle oldu idare edin.
ya da etmeyin siz bilrsiniz eheh

Tuesday, June 5, 2007


what are frends for :)

i know many people in my life, but only too a few i can call "a real friend".
Yesterday i met with one of that "real" friends.
its always surprising to see that we live the same-parallel things in the time
we don't see each other.
Yes we talked about our problems (about life-love-business)
and tried to help each other again.
This a sharing mood which i never would like to loose.
So this is an entry to my illustrated diary and a present for her too.
cheers for good friendship :)

(for other best friends: if you re reading this, don't be jealous. i will illustrate our share mood too. i promise)

Sunday, June 3, 2007

just another fast drawing

just another fast drawing

After a Perfect Day

After a perfect day

Saturday, June 2, 2007


Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!

Even after you wake up

Whats a bad dream?
Its the one which makes you cry even
you are awake.

I woke up with a terrible dream this morning
then i saw the sun shining.
And i want to salute the morning now
with a quick sketch :)

The Knight is on his way.

The Knight is on his way.


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Sunday, May 27, 2007

IDIOT STRIP (hacı anatomili adamlar) part 1

First part of a strip sketch, Rest is not drawn yet.
i will add them here for sure.
(Turkish only)